30 June 2010, 12:33 am
I live in Clovis california...people at work are rude and hateful...my family feels they can disrespect me and hate me and ignore me and do not feel liked by them ....they love me but dont like me...they are OK but I stopped putting on an act a long time ago and they still have their fake personalities intact.... so i feel everytime I go to get togethers they look at me and disrespect me. I got my kids taken away for a year b/c I started to do drugs...but I went to classes and got them back and they are still with me. It was a awful mistake I made but I feel my family looks down their nose at me. Then they tell other aunts and uncles and cousins and now all those people look down on me so I really feel like well, if my own family can just not care that much about me then maybe I go somewhere else where I know the people are kind. I dont know where to go but I lived in Georgia for a while and they were all so nice and I got along with them very well. I did feel loved and respected and I had a lot of confidence and good times. I am just sitting around here and not living. I am afraid to move out of california and away from everyone I know but I feel just awful living here. I would like to move and want to move somewhere warmer like texas or georgia and someplace the people are kind not haters and miserable people to deal with. HELP...... Read More »
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